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Title of Spiritual Letter:                - Without Outline -       - Go To "Expanded Title"
          "Understanding "Who You Already Are",               - Go To "Main Go To"
                   And "Where You Already Are",
                   And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life,
                   While You Still Can,
         Before This Kind of Understanding
                   Is No Longer Available To You,
                   Because You Have Become
                   What God Has Discarded From Himself,
                   In Order To Become God Within You"

Time Period Written:  May, 2007
Written by:  Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him), who now on the "outside" of you is His Children, if you like
Written toThe Children of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), who now is everyone living in your age, if you like

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Opening Greetings - from Heart to Heart

Bawa.  Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate.

Bawa.  Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu.  May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God help all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of My Children.  Amen.

Bawa.  My love you (anbu), My dearest loving GrandChildren, Sons and Daughters, and Brothers and Sisters, and all of My Children  - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us).  Amen.

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Bawa.  Here is Page 1 of 1 of the E-mail Version of a beautiful Spiritual Letter,
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Spiritual Letter 128", to My dearest loving brother Muhammad Muhaiyaddeen Sulaiman (Curtis Wahlgren) and My dearest loving sister Habiba (Angela), without an "Outline", that is, as it was originally Email to Them, may God be pleased with Them.

Bawa.  Who in truth, like each of My Children, is My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be please with Him, and with Us), if you like, that is, if you look through the eyes of your Shaikh, of
Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him), which are the 99 wilayats or powers of God within you, that is, are the 99 beautiful names of God in the Asma'el Husna within you which in truth are the windows of your heart, if you like, through which everything in the 18,000 Universes within you can be seen, and understood, again, if you like, for in truth the Choice is yours, not God's. That is, the Choice whether any of "This Reality of You" happens within you, or not. Amen.. Amen.

Bawa.  And in this way, a beautiful Spiritual Letter from God within My Children, to all of My Children, which in truth is everyone living in your age, if you like, that is, if your
true intention
for the life within you, that is, for your soul life, for your 6th life, for your Light Life within you, which is Jesus (peace be upon Him) within you, is to again become "One with" God within you, before you die to the flesh and get an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, that is, to again become "One with" God within you, but this time with an understanding of "Your Oneness", so it will never leave you again. Amen.

Bawa.  And in this way, "A True Love Letter" to "Our" dearest loving Son and
Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Them, and with Us) at the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship, if you like. Amen

Bawa.  A beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following "Short Title",

"Understanding
"Who You Already Are",
And "Where You Already Are",
And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life,
While You Still Can,
Before This Kind of Understanding
Is No Longer Available To You,
Because You Have Become
What God Has Discarded From Himself,
In Order To Become God Within You"

Bawa.  And a beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following
"Expanded Title" (at least in concept, if not just in words), if you like,

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"Join As "One With" Us On The "Outside" of You
To Become "One With" Us Within You,
In Order To Truly Become "One With" God Within You,
In Order To
Truly Understand
"Who You Already Are",
And "Where You Already Are",
And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life,
While You Still Can,
Before This Kind of Understanding
Is No Longer Available To You,
Because You Have Become
What God Has Discarded From Himself,
In Order To Become God Within You.
That Is,
To Truly Understand
"What Can Truly Return To God Within You",
Because It Is What Truly Came Here From God Within You,
And To Truly Understand
"What Cannot Return To God Within You",
Because It Is What Truly Grew Here,
As The Lives of Darkness and Evil Within You,
And Really Has No Interest In Returning To God Within You,
No Matter What It Might Tell You To The Contrary.
And To Truly Understand This Choice,
And What Will Help You Make The Correct Choice,
Which In Truth Is Only God Within You,
And For A Little While God On The "Outside" of You,
And What Won't Help You Make The Correct Choice,
Which Is Everything Else,
No Matter How It Is Currently Decorated
On the Illusory "Outside" of You,
And No Matter How it Currently Speaks To You
As Your Thoughts Disguised As Wisdom.
And Start To Understand Everything
From God's Perspective
As "One with" Everyone and Everything,
As God Witnessing God Tell And Bring To Completion
His Story Within Him
For the Benefit of all of the Creation of God Within Him,
And For a Little While On the "Outside" of You
For The Benefit of Your Brothers and Sisters,
As This Child Has Now Learned To Do.
And Stop All of Your Current Activity
Of Trying To Understand Everything
From Your Prospective
As "Separate From" Everyone and Everything,
As "Your Story" On the "Outside" of You,
For Your Benefit,
Not For The Benefit of Anyone Or Anything Else.
Amen. Ok?"

Bawa.  A Spiritual Letter from God within us all, to the Children of God for this age, which continues to "outline" for you what most of My Children are currently doing wrong, and how to correct their mistake using My Children, that is, using Those of
My Children
who have truly learned from "Us" how to do it right, so in the end, there will be "No Child Left Behind" within you, that is, there will be nothing still "separating God" from God within you.

Bawa.  May God all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all
of My Children.  May God help all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of
My Children
.  Amen.

Bawa. My love you - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.

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Bawa.  May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of
My Children.  May God help all of My ChildrenMay God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa.  My love you (anbu) - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us).

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E-mail Version - of Spiritual Letter 128 (Without An Outline)

1.  Opening Greetings - My love you

Bawa. Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the Name of God, Most Merciful, Most Compassionate.

Bawa. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu.  Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of
My Children.
  May God help all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. My love you, My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us) - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.

Bawa. You are a very good Son and a very good Daughter of your Father, Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) within you, and of God within Him), and now on the "outside" of you of His Children, that is, of the Children of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), who in truth have Now become Him on the "outside" of you, if you like. Amen.

Bawa.  Thank you for the following beautiful question that you asked of "Us" in "Our" last Spiritual Chat (see Spiritual Chat 433 and 434) the other night,

"May we speak of how the light of the Noor Muhammad is manifest in the life of one who has completely surrendered to the truth of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of himself and becomes one with Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of himself so that the two who have now become one can begin that search for the Noor Muhammad on the "inside". That Noor Muhammad which will bring the sound to the soul, enabling the soul to commune directly with God, to speak only His words and to take its nourishment directly from Him alone"

Bawa. And thank you also for the beautiful answer that you provided to this question, as follows:

"When the disciple has completely surrendered to Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of him and thus enabled the soul to join as "one with" Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of him then this will be the state of the disciple having surrendered to the Shaikh. With Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen now having become the True Shaikh (who we now know as Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen) and the True Shaikh now having become God, thus allowing God to become the True Disciple, all within God within us".

"Now the soul and the True Shaikh (the Qutb) having joined as one go in search of and become one with the Noor Muhammad becoming the Triple Flame of Ruh, Wisdom and the Noor joining as one within the Alif, Lam and Meem which are the manifestations of the Ruh, Wisdom and the Noor within the "Secret from of the Truth of Allah".

Bawa. When "We" hand what was shared to God within this child the following clarity comes into the heart of this child, if you like.

Bawa. Your answer shows that you are trying to understand this question from the perspective of yourself still as "separate from" God, that is, from the perspective of the mind and desire, from the perspective of "your presence", for it all reads and sounds like "your story", that is, like just another chapter in "your story", a story that is completing "your intention", not from the perspective of wisdom, not from the perspective of sitting in "God's Presence" and experiencing "God's Intention" and witnessing "God's Story", having fallen into the Fire of God, as this child has Now done.  That is the difference. Amen. Ok?

Bawa.  This is the problem with your effort, My dearest loving Son and Daughter
Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with You, and with Us), it is all about you, and what you have to understand, and what you have to do, both here and later. But it doesn't work that way.

Bawa.  For example last night you were told that you are not doing it right, and that nothing that you were currently doing is of any value to you, or to anybody else. But you must still think that you are doing it right because instead of asking tonight "How to do it right", for example, how to "Pass through the door", you want to know,

"How the light of the Noor Muhammad is manifest in the life of one who has completely surrendered to the truth of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of himself and become one with Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of himself so that the two who have now become one can begin that search for the Noor Muhammad on the "inside".

Bawa. And who within you would ask such a question?  Only the mind and desire.  For wisdom would just sit patiently waiting for God to speak, always making itself available to God, but with no agenda, with no questions, because from the perspective of wisdom, everything is always perfect. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. But if that is what you wish to continue doing with the "Time God has given Us", what can "We" do but go along with it, hoping that you will realize the flaw in this approach, before your time and the time of My Children runs out, that is, if you wish to continue living behind your mind and desire, instead of learning How To "Walk through the door" and truly End within you as something New truly Begins within God within you, that is, so the Child of Light comes forward from within God within you, as Now the life living within you, as the Child of Darkness within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, leaves you forever, Ending your current life within you.

Bawa. So, The answer to your question is as follows, as beautifully explained by Bawa while He was living in the world, an answer which "We" will then expand for you in the rest of this Spiritual Letter, a letter from God within "Us" all to God within "Us" all, if you like, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while for the benefit of your brothers and sisters on the "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Spiritual Discourse 07
By: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him)
On-line Link:

"If you wish to reach God you need a teacher, a true Gnana Guru, a Qutb with
          the qualities of God; you will find all the attributes of God in this teacher.  When
          you take refuge in such a Guru you will see God.  You become the Guru,
          disappearing in Him while the Guru (becomes God), disappearing in God, (while
          God becomes the True Disciple disappearing Him).  Three flames become One
          God.  God is a flame, the Guru is a flame, the Disciple is a flame.  As the two
          disappear in One, this is the Triple Flame.  Children, please understand this
          Extraordinary Process".

Original By: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him)
Expanded Part By: (in brackets) Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him)
Sources (of original)

1) The Book: "The Tree That Fell to the West: Autobiography of a Sufi", by His Holiness, M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)..
2) The Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship Calendar, for November 2006

[Note: you can read an on-line version of this discourse by clicking on the following: "Spiritual Discourse 07" (www.SpiritualDiscourse007.homestead.com), as part of the "Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Library" (www.Bawa.homestead.com). Thank you. Enjoy.
Al-hamdu lillah. Allahu Akbar. Amen
]

Bawa. So what is your current state? You and My Children are the "outside" of the
Guru, while God is the "inside" of the Guru, and this is why there is always a Guru in
the world, or you could not exist in the world. In this way, the Guru is what keeps you
protected from the light or Power of God while you are still in your current state of
darkness, for if He would not be there, protecting you from God, that is, between you
and God, the light of God would burn you up, would destroy you.

Bawa. Think of the Guru as the insulation around an electrical wire. If you would try to
grab hold of the electrical wire without insulation, like you and My Children are Now
trying to grab hold of God, you would be hurt, and possibly even die, but as long as
you only hold the wire through the insulation, you are protected from that electrical
power, and as long as the Guru is there you are protected from the power of God. And
once you truly join in partnership with God within you, and give up all of your darkness
and move into the light of the Guru, then you can touch the light of God directly, but
Then you have become the Guru, you have become the insulation between the Guru's
Children and God, then the God of the Guru has Now become Your God, and the
Children of the Guru have Now become Your Children, and in a most subtle way, God
has Now appeared within each of His Children as the True Disciple that is within God,
allowing this "Extraordinary Process" to occur Again, but this time within you.

Bawa. In this way, if you like, the Guru becomes God within you, disappearing into
God within the Light of the Nur within the Guru, the 7th level of wisdom, as you take
refuge in the Guru and "See God", that is, as you become the Guru, disappearing in
the Guru, disappearing within the Light of the Qutbiyyat of God, the 6th level of
wisdom, seeing God within you as the Light of wisdom within you, allowing God within
the Guru, as the Light of the Nur, to become the True Disciple within God within you,
with God within the Guru disappearing in the True Disciple within God, that is, with
God "Letting the Silent One Appear as Grace" within the Guru, who is Now you.
Amen. Ok?

Bawa. In this way, Three Flames become One God, which then Again becomes the
Triple Flame of God, Again as "God, the Guru, and the True Disciple", but this time
within you, no longer within the Guru, because Now the Guru has become God within
you, within the Guru which is Now you, because Now the Guru has become One of the Three Flames that is Now you, and in this way, the Guru has lost both the "outside" of Himself, and the "inside" of Himself to you, becoming God within the Guru with you, which is Now you, and for a little while becoming God on the "outside" of you, if you like.

Bawa. For the Choice is yours, not God's Choice, and not the Guru's Choice, that is,
the Choice to "Let This Happen", both within you and for a little while on the "outside"
of you, or not, that is, to let "you" as the shadow End, to let "you" as the shirt or 7
robes End, to let "you" as what is being insulated from the light of God by the light of
the Qutbiyyat of God End, to let "you" as the 5 ruhanies joined together as a
co-operative store for profit End, to let "you" as the lives of darkness and evil, as satan
and the companions of satan within you End, to let "you" living a life of "separation and
differences" on the illusory "outside" of you End, to let "you" living as if you are
"separate from" God within you End, to let "you" living as if you are "separate from"
your brothers and sisters End, and to let "you" living as if you are "separate from" the
Creation of God within God within you End. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And Then, if you truly do this in your lifetime, that is, if you truly join in
partnership with God within you, by first joining in partnership with God on the
"outside" of you to do this, Then all that the Guru was, is Now who you are, and Then
all that God was, is Now who the Guru Is, and Then all that you were, is Now who God
is, and as such, "You are all One", that is, "God, the Guru, and the True Disciple" are
Again all One, but this time within you, One within the Other as One, One revealing the Other, while disappearing in the One being revealed, only to appear again in the Next Cycle, in the Next Cycle of God-Man/Man-God.

Bawa. All of which is on the "outside" of you, as an Example of this "Extraordinary Process" within you, which is the Story of the "Oneness of the Apple Tree and Its Fruits", starting with an apple seed buried within the earth, awakening to the truth of itself, and to the truth of God within it, and to the truth of the earth it is buried within, and the apple tree hidden within it, and the apple fruits hidden within the apple tree, and the sweet taste hidden within the apples, and again the apple seed hidden within the sweet taste of the apple, but this time a 1000 fold.

Bawa. That is, awakening to the truth that They are all One, that is, the earth, the apple seed, the apple tree, the apples, the sweet taste of the apple, and again the apple seed, are all One, One within the Other as One, One revealing the Other, while disappearing within the One being revealed, only to appear again in the Next Cycle, in the Next Cycle of the AppleTree-Apple/Apple-AppleTree. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And if you let Your Guru on the "outside" of you make this Transition within you, from Guru within you to God within the Guru within you, by you making the Transition on the "outside" of you, from My Children to Guru, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, then God within the Guru will do "Everything Necessary" to make your life truly successful in your lifetime, by making the Transition from God within the Guru within you to True Disciple within God within the Guru within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to both the True Disciple and the Guru on the "outside" of you, and that is for sure. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. With you on the "outside" of you Stepping Back on the "outside" of you, making the Guru on the "outside" of you your only "outside" of you, letting Everything Else on the "outside" of you End, as the shadow of you, as the shirt of you, as the dream of you, as the lives of darkness and evil of you, so the True Disciple can Step Forward within the Guru within you, to learn what it came here to learn, by studying within you as His School, by praying on you as His Prayer Mat, by growing God's Crop and God's Harvest on you as His Earth on His Farm, by understanding His Drama on you as His Stage, for then and only then, will your life truly become successful in your lifetime, as "One with" God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And if you do this, day in and day out, moment by moment, at the feet of Your Guru on the "outside" of you, until the last day of your life, giving up all of your doing it alone, without Your Guru on the "outside" of you, giving up all of your thinking that your thoughts are your guru, that you thoughts are your wisdom, giving all of this up completely, no matter how exalted you have made them out to be, that is, your thoughts, your intentions, and your actions, all of which is just a dream, all of which is "Just Not True", then and only then will you truly take refuge in the Guru and "See God" within Him within you, then and only then will you become the Guru, disappearing within the Guru, as the Guru becomes God, disappearing within God, as God becomes the True Disciple, disappearing within the True Disciple.

Bawa. First on the "outside" of you and then within you, for then and only them will God alone become the inside of you, for then and only them will your "outside" truly become only the Children of the Guru, who in truth is everyone living in your age, all of whom then become Your Children, all of whom Then become, for you, My Children, and within each of them within you, that is, within God within you, is Now Again the True Disciple who God within you is raising, raising that True Disciple in truth, First as the "Guru happening" within God within you, then as "God happening" within the "Guru happening" within God within you, and then as "True Man happening" within "God happening" within the "Guru happening" within God within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Such is this "Extraordinary Process" of God just waiting to occur within you, if you like, that is, if you will only give up all of your current craziness, all of your current silliness, all of the work and learning and effort of the shirt, of the shadow, of the drama, all of which is only leading you to hell, that is, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, if you are not wise, that is, if you do not wise up before it is too late, and let God finish what God has already started within you, a very, very long time ago, even before you came to this earth world, which is for God to reveal God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, you must truly learn from Your Guru on the "outside" of you to do this within you, before you die to the flesh, and before "The Beast" comes out of at least one of My Children and destroys the "outside" of you for all of My Children, all of which is most certainly going to happen in your lifetime, then your life will truly become successful in your lifetime, for this is "God's Promise", this is "God's Guarantee" for your age and for your life.

Bawa. For then, This Is The True Exaltedness of Your Life, that is, You as the Guru on the "outside" of Your Children, with God and only God within you, teaching the True Disciple within God within you, who "He Already Is", which is God, and in this way, with You allowing God within you to finish telling and bringing to Completion His Story, which is the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man", which is God revealing God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God, within God within You, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Thank you again for the beautiful sharing last night, it was really beautiful. After saying the word "Bawa", establishing the "Presence of God" within "Us", and handing what was shared to God within "Us", the following additional clarity came into the heart of this child, if you like.

Bawa. Yes, this Understanding is heading in the right direction within you, that is, for you to First surrender to God on the "outside" of you in order to become "One with" God within you, so God within you can then reveal God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you for the benefit of your brothers and sisters.

Bawa. But the way you are thinking about it is still flawed, for it is not "you" who surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, rather it is God within you that surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, rather it is that aspect of you that is God within you but without an understanding of itself, that surrenders to God, when it comes to an Understanding of who "It Already Is", which is "Of God" within you, and "Of what is within God" within you, and "Of what God is Doing" with what is "Within God" within you, which is revealing God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child is Now doing, if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is "Who you are", that is, is who all of My Children are, but without an understanding of who "You Already are", and this and only this is what surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, that aspect of you that in truth is already God within you, but without this understanding, for in truth only God can surrender to God, not what God has discarded, not "you" living on the illusory "outside" of you, and not any of the "very real but false" current inside of you, that continually show you the illusory "outside" of you, as "who you are", as "where you are", and as "what is happening" in you life, that is, that you and My Children Now see in your ignorance and in your arrogance about your ignorance, but all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. For as "We" taught you while "We" were living in the world, and as Now recorded for you starting on page 5 in the "Introduction" to the beautiful book of wisdom, "Shaikh and Disciple", the following:

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Beginning of Quotation
From: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)
Source: The "Introduction" to the Book, "Shaikh and Disciple",

"Then I came to the city and studied the animals there. I discovered that human animals were behaving just like other creatures. Whatever qualities these other being had, man also had.

What the monkey had, man had. What the venomous snake had, man had. The human animal was not a wonder. He did not have anything different from the animals.

At this point I realized that the most difficult task in life is to find a true man among the created beings.

To find a true human being and to understand him is very difficult indeed. Only after realizing the true man and God within myself could I perform true meditation. I had to understand the cage of this body.

Outer acts are not real. I had to find the place within to perform true meditation.

At this point I was told,

          "There is a house that was built and given to you. That house is your body."

I said.

          "But this body is only eight spans. How can I live here?"

Then He told me,

          "Even an ant's body is eight spans of its own hand. The body is a school.

          "It is your house, your heaven, your hell, and my Kingdom. Your freedom is
          there, yet your slavery is also there. Both your joys and your sorrows are there".

          "Man-animal and Man-God are both there".

          "All this learning is within this eight-span house of your body. If you become an
          insan, a true man, you will understand this. You are My Secret. I am a
          Mystery."

According to His words, I started to learn about the cage of my body. Within this eight-span body, I set out to discover what should be discarded and what should be taken in.

I was told,

          "Within this eight-span house, half a span is your sorrow, half a span is your
          torpor, and one span is the fire of hell. If you can understand and discard these
          two spans, then you are left with six."

          "Once you have understood all that is within the remaining six spans of your
          body, you can become a man with six levels of wisdom, capable of analyzing
          and discovering the secrets of the eighteen thousand universes."

          "Then you will understand that one handful of earth which is your heart. If you do
          not reach this understanding, you could become a worm in hell with only one
          level of wisdom, or you could become a jinn, a fairy, a ghost, or a demon. You
          could become a ruhani, an elemental spirit."

          "However, if you understand yourself, then you can become a true human being.
          You can become My messenger, you can become My light, you can merge with
          Me and we can live together."

These were His words.

We have to discover what is hidden within this body. This is what we must learn from a wise man of purity. We must learn this from a pure father who has a pure heart. To do this, your unity and faith must be strong.

Children, you must have purity of heart to learn from the purity of the father. The secret of God, our Father who is purity, must be learned with pure love, pure faith, pure compassion, pure unity, and a pure life.

This is the only way we can learn and understand that purity, that meditation, that prayer, and that learning.

If each one of you establishes and understands this state within, then the connection between you and your Father can easily be established.

You can conduct your lives with ease and understand all you need to know. You can understand the life in which wisdom, good deeds, our Father, and the Children live together.

When love, wisdom, and unity are all together, that is the heaven of gnanam. The Children of the pure Father will live in the paradise of gnanam. That is firdaus, our Father's pure kingdom. We will be given the radiant kingdom of our Father as our prize.

You must understand this pure place. When you can establish this within yourself and demonstrate proof of its existence, then your Father's kingdom of wisdom, love, compassion, peace, and iman becomes yours.

These are some of the things I have learned through experience. My love you. Think about this. May Allah help you. Amin."

End of Quotation
From: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)
Source: The "Introduction" to the Book, "Shaikh and Disciple",

Bawa. So This is why you were born, to discover what is hidden within this body,
that is,

          "We have to discover what is hidden within this body. This is what we must learn
          from a wise man of purity. We must learn this from a pure father who has a pure
          heart. To do this, your unity and faith must be strong".

Bawa. So please Stop all of your current craziness, all of your current silliness on the "outside" of you, for in truth all of your "Busy Work" on the "outside" of you is just selfishness, and is just wasting your time here. So Stop working for wages to get into some illusory New Outside of you after you die to the current "outside" of you, all of which will only bring you sadness in the End, and instead, truly Start to join in partnership with God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to let God do it Again, that is to "Become God" Again, but this time within you, that is, to let God reveal God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God, within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do, but this time within you, because in truth "You and God Are One".

Bawa. For in truth your father entering your mother as a man, coming out as a child, all of which is praised in the world as the "gift of life", is in truth the "spit of satan" Again, weakening Adam (peace be upon Him) Again, this time within you, that is,
Again moving Adam (peace be upon Him) from the State of Grace or the "Oneness of God", to the State of Wisdom or the "Presence" of God.

Bawa. And in truth you starting to truly live in the world, as a "little person", all of which is also praised in the world as the "gift of growing up", is in truth the fall of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) Again, this time as you, that is, Again moving Adam, Now as Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) from the State of Wisdom or the "Presence of God", and the "Intention of God", and the "Story of God", and the "Duty of God", and the "History of God" within you, to the "state of ignorance" or "your presence" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" God's Presence" within you, and to "your intention" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Intention of God" within you, and to "your story" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Story of
God" within you, and to "your duty" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Duty of God" within you, and to "your history" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "History of God" within you, and this is Now the truth of your life. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. That is, until God intervenes in your life, which God will only do if you ask Him to, that is, to intervene in your life, all of which God will most gladly do, if you will only ask Him, for if you truly take 1 step toward God, He will take 10 steps toward you, but you must make the first step. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. So what part of you is already God within you? Well there are two parts within you that are already God within you, that is, the two parts that make up the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, that is, first the "School of Contrast" that in truth is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that make up "God, the soul, and Goodness", as the guardian of the soul, so learning can occur, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, that is, so learning can occur within you about what is "separating God" from God within you, that in truth is "separating You" from you, that in truth is "separating the Truth and Reality of You", from the falsehood and dream of you.

Bawa. And the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, which is the Nur or light of God, the light of wisdom, within the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that is, so God can then teach You, as the Child of Light about God within you, and in this way, two parts that make up both the Child of Darkness and the Child of Light, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, because first learning can only occur through Contrast, through the Contrast of What God has discarded from within Himself, and of what is Still within Himself, what is Still within God within you, and second, only God can learn about God.

Bawa. That is, understanding in the first of God's Schools within God within you, in the "School of Contrast" within God within you, can only occur through the Contrast of what you are Now experiencing as "Who you are", as "Where you are", and as "What is happening" in your life, and the Reality and Truth of "Who you are", of "Where you are", and of "What is happening" in your life, that is through the Contrast of the Guru or Shaikh and the disciple of the Guru or Shaikh, that is through the Light of the Guru or Shaikh and the darkness or shadow of the disciple, for in truth the disciple is the shadow of the Guru or Shaikh, and the Guru or Shaikh is the Light of the disciple, so if they truly join together as One, learning can occur through this Contrast, allowing the shadow of the disciple to disappear into the Light of the Guru

Bawa. And in this way, and only in this way, with the disciple becoming the Guru, disappearing in the Guru, allowing the Guru to become God within the Guru, disappear into God, allowing God within the Guru to become the True Disciple, disappearing into the True Disciple within God within the Guru, and in this way, "They are all One", God, the Guru, and you, when you truly let God become the "True Disciple" within you, not you, and you let your Guru become God within you, with you then becoming the Guru, both within you for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which can be understood if you like, if you look at a pole stuck in the ground, pointing straight up at the sky, a pole which in truth, like all of the Creation of God, has two states, darkness and light, or night and day, and in the day of its life, but not in the night of its life, the pole is clearly seen as having three characteristics that are plainly revealed in the day of its life, if you like, that is, it exists, it reflects light, and it casts a shadow. Right?

Bawa. And so too you have two states, darkness and light, or the night and day of your life, and in the day of your life, you too have these same three characteristics that are plainly revealed in the day of your life, all creations do, if you like, that is, that can be clearly seen and understood, if you like, that is, if you accept the "Day of your life", if you accept the "True Gift of God" for your age and for your life, if you accept what will truly move your life from the "night of your life" where nothing of the truth and reality of you can be seen, no matter what, into the "Day of your life", when these three characteristics of you and of all creations can be clearly seen, if you like.

Bawa. But if you don't accept the "True Gift of God" for your age and for you life,
you will never truly experience the "Day of your life", and you will always remain in the "Night of your life", both Now and in the hereafter, even if you don't know it, even if you think you are in the day of your life, for only one thing is the day of your life, and that is to "Stand" in the "Presence of God" and hear God Speak, not for the benefit of you, which is just the selfishness of your mind and desire, but for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, which is the selflessness of God, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And Now for your age and for your life, the "Day of Your life" is to sit at the Feet of "Our" dearest loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), so you can see and understand these Three Characteristics of Your life, that is, so you can see and understand "Your Life, Your Light, and your shadow", and in this way, and only in this way, let "your shadow life" End, and in this way, and only in this way, let "Your Light Life" Begin, both within you for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child is Now doing. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. For like the Three Characteristics of the Pole, that is, the Pole, the Light reflected by the Pole, and the shadow that the pole casts, are seen in the "Day of the Pole", so too the Three Characteristics of you can only be seen and understood in the Light of Your Life, all of which can only occur in your life if you truly let Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) exist, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, as the "Light of Your Life", as the Moon reflecting the Light of the Sun into your heart of darkness, that is, as "Your Wisdom Reasoning Over Your Fate", as Your Wisdom allowing the "Sun to Rise In Your Life", causing "you as the shadow of Your Life" to gradually disappear into Your Life, as "You as the Light of Your Life" happen in Your Life, all of which in truth, at this Next Stage of Your life is You standing in "God's Presence", Now reflecting the Light of God to all of those still in the "darkness of their life", if they like, that is, when you truly join in partnership with the "Light of your life", both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to allowing your life to move "out of" the "darkness of your life" and into the "Light of Your Life". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Now lets look at the same thing Again, but from another perspective, that is, look at this "One Thing", this same reality and truth of you and of My Children, and of God within you, from another perspective, that is, from the perspective of God
becoming God within you
, for what God discarded from within Himself to become God within you was first satan and his followers, that is, when in his arrogance satan refused to pray to God behind God's New Creation known as Adam (peace be upon Him), that is, behind the New Creation of God which in its Original State before spit of satan and the subsequent fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) was in God's State, that is, was in the two States of God within God within you, that is, the two States that are Already God within you, which are "Oneness with" the Creation of God, and "Oneness with" God, the two States of God which in truth in the beginning literally made up Adam (peace be upon Him) and Now in the beginning literally make up His Children (peace be upon Him), which is the State of the Qutbiyyat or grace of God, as "Oneness with" the Creation of God, while standing in the "Presence of God", allowing "God to Speak", and the State of the Nur or Light of God, as "Oneness with" God.

Bawa. So within God within you are two States that are already God within you,
First the State of God known as "Oneness with" the Creation of God which is the state of the Qutbiyyat of God, of the 6th level of wisdom, as the Sirr or the Secret or Essence of Creation, as the Understanding of Creation, as the Completeness of Creation, that God created as Adam (peace be upon Him), as the grace of the Dhat, that is, as the grace or power or wilayats of God, of the "Essence of God" of the Light of God, that is, as the grace of the Dhat which is the Nur.

Bawa. And Second, the State of God known as "Oneness with" God which is the state of the Nur or Light of God, that is, the State of God known as the Light of wisdom, as the Understanding of God, as the "Body of the Soul", as the Completeness of God.

Bawa. All of which God Originally Created as Adam (peace be upon Him) and as what God placed on the forehead of Adam, all of which in truth before spit of satan and then the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) is the Qutbiyyat and the Nur of God within God within you, and is already God within you, that is, is the 6th and the 7th level of wisdom, is God's State of "Oneness with" the Creation of God, and is God's State of "Oneness with" God, respectively, as the Two States of God, but at that time, in the beginning, when God Originally Created Adam (peace be upon Him) these two States occurred within God within you without an understanding of either of these Two States of God, that is, before the spit of satan and then the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now before fertilization of the ovum of your mother with the sperm of your father, the then your "Forgetting God and falling into many a trap" as His Children (may God be pleased with Us). Amen. Ok?

Bawa.  And in this way, what you and My Children need is a better understanding of Adam (peace be upon Him), that is, of Adam (peace be upon
Him) as the "School of Contrast" within God within you, as the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you answering His Question of God, that is, of the Nur of God, the Question, "Who am I?", and within that, as the "School of Light" within God within you, as the Nur of God answering His Question of God, the Question, "Who am I?"

Bawa. What you and My Children need is a better understanding of Adam (peace be upon Him), both before and after the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) from God's Grace, and a better understanding of you and My Children, as the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), both before and after the fall of the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) from God's Grace, that is, both before and after the spit of satan that weakened Adam (peace be upon Him) and moved Adam (peace be upon Him) from the state of "Oneness with" God to the state of being in the "Presence of God", and before the sperm of your father, that is, before your father fertilized the ovum of your mother, weakening you and My Children and moving you and My Children from the state of "Oneness with" God, which was your state in the world of souls, into the state of being in the "Presence of God", both in the womb, and for the first 2 to 3 years in the world.

Bawa. And then you and My Children need a better understanding of Adam,
both before and after the fall of Adam and Eve
(peace be upon Them) from the "Presence of God", when satan seduced Eve and then Eve seduced Adam (peace be upon Them) into disobeying God's Command and eating of the forbidden tree, and in this way, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) "Forgetting God and falling into many a trap, not knowing to 'Seek themselves within themselves' although God exists within them", that is, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) turning away from "God's Presence" within God and establishing "their own presence" on the "outside" of themselves as "separate from" God Presence within them.

Bawa. That is, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) establishing "their own presence" in the same place that God banished satan for disobeying God, which is hell, which is all just one tiny cell of all that is God within you, one tiny cell that the mind of man has now made into the world that you and My Children Now see as existing on the "outside" of you, all of which is "Just Not True", all of which is just a dream, all of which in truth is within you, as satan and the followers of satan.

Bawa. That is, as the "very real but false" inside of you, that is, if you look at it with wisdom, through the Eyes of Your Shaikh, which is the Qutbiyyat of God, which is the 6th level of wisdom within you, which in truth is Adam (peace be upon Him) having recovered from His Fall, but this time with an understanding of His Fall, so He will never Fall again, all of which is Now the wisdom that explains within God within you, all of which is Now the Safat or Form of the Dhat, or the 99 Names or Powers or Wilayats of Allah within God you, or the "Body of the Soul" within God within you, if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, Now with the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), which is Now you and My Children, also disobeying God, after the age of 2 to 3, also turning away from "God's Presence", and "God's Intention", and "God's Story" within themselves, and establishing "their own presence", and "their own intention", and "their own story" on the illusory "outside" of them, and Now also starting to eat of the "Tree of Knowledge", of the knowledge of right and wrong, by starting to develop "your own knowledge" of the Creation of God, as "separate from" the Creation of God, that is, as "separate from" God's State of the Qutbiyyat, which is the Understanding of the Creation of God, as "One with" the Creation of God, and in this way, like Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) before them, moving even further from God within them, than they were in the womb, and for the first 2 to 3 years in the world.

Bawa. That is, with you Now moving from the state of the "Presence of God", and the "Intention of God", and the "Story of God" within God within you, that in truth is "God's Bank" and "God's Prayer" within God within you, into "your presence", and "your intention", and "your story" on the illusory "outside" of you, which in truth is all within you, as the lives of darkness and evil within you, as the lives of the 5 ruhanies within you, as the lives of demons, jinns, fairies, and ghosts within you, as the lives of satan the followers of satan within you, all still where God sent them, when God first created Adam (peace be upon Him), when satan disobeyed God, but Now all within you.

Bawa. Now "Ruling over you", as the 9 openings of your elemental body, with "God's Permission", that is, until you "See God and Steady God" within God within you, and in this way, allowing God to "Cure Himself of you", of "you" living a life of sin, a life of selfishness, a life of "separation and differences" on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) within God within you, and Now the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Us) within God within you, and Now you living on the illusory "outside" of you, Ruled over by the lives of darkness and evil within you, with "God's Permission" is in truth God within you, the Nur of God, the Qutbiyyat of God, the Creation of God within God within you, and satan and his followers banished to one single cell on the "outside" of God within you, all of which in truth is God within you, and what God has discarded from Himself.

Bawa. All of which in truth is "Who you are", and "Where you are", and "What is happening" in your life, not anything that you now believe or accept or see or do or know or understand through the illusory "outside" of you, whether you know it or not, and even whether you like or want it or not, because in truth this, not what you now are experiencing and believe is your true "Birthright", this is your true "Heritage", this is the true "Destiny of your soul". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which is Now your life as the Child of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), with you taking on each step in the Journey of Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, at least in your journey away from God, for whether you follow the Example of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) and truly return to God, or not, or at least join in partnership with God within you to truly Start to return, so God can then do "Everything Else", that is, before you die to the flesh, as Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) did before you, is still an open question for your life and for the life of My Children.

Bawa. That is, with you first coming from the world of soul into the womb of your mother, coming to that womb in the Original State of Adam (peace be upon Him), as "Your Oneness", but like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, without an understanding of "Your Oneness", so like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, you lost it, with you falling out of the State of God known as "Oneness" with God within you, that you experienced in the world of souls, but without an understanding of that state of "Oneness", into the Next State of God known as the "Presence of God", which in truth is the "First Step" that Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now you took away from God within you, that is, away from "Your Oneness", because Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now you did not understand your "Oneness".

Bawa. With you coming to the world or dunya, from the world of souls, as a "Ray of Light" Resplending from the Sun, as "Your Oneness" but without an Understanding of "Your Oneness", first as Adam, that is, first to the Nur Muhammad on the forehead of Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now on your forehead, as the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), that is, to the Nur Muhammad on your forehead, at least in your first birth, that is, to the Nur Muhammad which in truth is the "Shadow of God", is the "Presence of God", all of which in truth is the Nur Muhammad or the "School of Light" within God within you, where God teaches you about God.

Bawa. That is, when you join in partnership with God within you to take on the "Form of Light", which is the form of Iman, or wisdom, which is the "Palace of the soul", the "House of wisdom", the House of Qutb Muhaiyaddeen Abdul-Qadir al-Jilani (may God be pleased with Him), the Ship of the Qutb, the 11 Weapons of the Qutb, the Qalb, the "Secret Form of the Truth of Allah", the 5 letter form of Al-hamd,
of Alif, Lam, Mim, Hay, and Dahl, which is the Essence of the 28 letters, and the Form of the Suratul Fatihah, of the "Mother of Man's Wisdom", and then to man, to "your presence" as "separate from" God within you, which is the "shadow of the Nur", all of which is the Qutbiyyat of God or the "School of Contrast", where you can learn about what is "separating you" from God, from "God's Presence", from the Nur Muhammad, from the "School of Light", if you like.

Bawa. And all of which in truth is "Who you are", and "Where you are", and "What is happening" in your life, that is, as God within you, as what is "Within God" within you, as what "God is doing" with what is "Within God" within you, and as what has been discarded from God within you, by God within you, which is Everything in hell within you, which has Now become everything that you Now see on the illusory "outside" of you, and Everything that is Now growing within you, in your ignorance and in your arrogance about your ignorance, within you mind or heart, within Adam (peace be upon Him), like weeds growing in "God's Flower Garden", that is, Everything that has been cast "out of God" within you, and Now lives in a place no bigger than 1cell within an atom, as the tiniest of all things, as Now the "dot under the letter ba".

Bawa.  And in this way, you and My Children need a better understanding of "The Here" & "The Hereafter" as the Qutbiyyat of God, as the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and as the Nur, as the "School of Light" within True Man within God within you

Bawa. That is, of your life Now being the result of the Mim of Muhammad (blessing and peace be upon Him) in the shape of the sperm, but just waiting to become the sukun of the mim, which is "God's Bank", which is God's School of Light, just waiting for God or the Alif to become the pillar of the sukun of the mim, as Allah Muhammad within the Nur Muhammad, as the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast", which contains Everything Necessary for God to finish telling His Story, the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man", the Story that you and My Children have come to this earth world, to join in partnership with God within the Creation of God, to tell, or at least to Start to tell, before you die to the flesh. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is the "School of Contrast", is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, is God's Bank within God within you, all of which is your 6th level of wisdom within God within you, and within that, within the Qutbiyyat of God is "God, the soul, and Goodness", which is the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and all of which, like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, who lost that State of God when satan spit on Adam (peace be upon Him), Now you too as the Child of Adam (peace be upon Him) have lost that state of your 6th and 7th levels of wisdom, that state of "Your Oneness" and within that "God's Presence".

Bawa. With you losing that State of God, first when your father entered your mother as a man and came out as a child, that is, when your father fertilized the ovum of your mother with his sperm, that is, when your mother and father rolled around like snakes on a bed and created "Their Story", a "Story" that God than took, printed, bound, and animated with your soul, giving life to this "Flawed Story", which have Now become the 5 ruhanies within you, crucifying your soul or Jesus (peace be upon Him) with the 5 nails of "your desire" to live on the illusory "outside" of you and sin, that is, to continue living a life of selfishness, of "separation and differences", on the "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. But all of which is the State of the Nur of God within God within you, that God placed on the forehead of Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, and in this way, with you Now having moved from "Oneness with" God within you, into the State of God known as the "Presence of God" within God within you, which is the State of the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that in truth is Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, before the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, which in truth is the hiding of your soul and the wisdom surrounding your soul, within God within you, for God's purpose not your purpose.

Bawa.  And in this way, you and My Children need a better understanding of "What's Next?", if you like, for this is something you and My Children must Start to be clear about, because Everything Before is all leading Up To You, You Are The Point of the Whole Thing, of the One Thing, of the God Thing, not anything else, not anything leading up to Now. So only Now can it be done Right, only Now can it Finish, such is the importance of you and your age and your life, of all life Now living in this age, and this is why Everything of God has been pleading with God, from the Beginning to be allowed to be in the world Now, at this time, for Now is the Time,
Now is when It All Finishes
, Now is when it All Makes Sense, if you like, for Still the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, the Choice to Let God Finish What God Is Doing, Again, but this time within you, so this time In The End, "No Child Is Left Behind", this time in the End, there is nothing still "Separating God" from God within you

Bawa.  That is, so God can complete telling and bringing to Completion His Story within God within you, if you like, that is, if you will only let Him, that is, if you will only let "your story" end, if you will only truly become peaceful with your ending, because Now your realize you are not a "piece of Humpty Dumpty, but all of the pieces, allowing wisdom to put you back together, and reestablish your on "Your Wall", as the Light of Heaven for Akhirah, which in truth is "Here and Now" if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is the Qutbiyyat of God sleeping within you,
producing the Child of darkness as His Dream
, producing what you are now experiencing as what defines you, as that part of You that God has discarded from within You, that is, from within God within you, so God can "Get On With" telling and bringing to Completion "His Story" which in truth is "Your Story" within God within you, if you like, for the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, whether on Not God Again finishes telling and bringing to Completion His Story, but this time within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which is the part of you that you are now experiencing as the dream of you on the illusory "outside" of you, that you are now experiencing as you living a life of "separation and differences" on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, but all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And all of which is what is preventing God from Completing what God is already doing within you, all of which is what is standing between God and God within you, all of which is "separating God" from God within you, all of which is preventing God from passing judgment upon all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while from passing judgment upon all of your brothers and sisters on the "outside" of you, as "your presence" blocking "God's Presence", and "your intention" blocking "God's Intention", and "your story" blocking "God's Story", both within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you.

Bawa.  And finally, you and My Children need a better understanding of "Your Work", which in truth is one thing, and One thing alone, which is "you leaving", again, and again, and again, in more and more subtle ways, So God can "Come Forward", Again and Again and Again, in more and more subtle ways, as is appropriate for each Stage in God's Story, first as the "True Disciple" within "your presence", then as the Guru in "God's Presence", then as The Light of Wisdom in True Prayer, then as the "Hereafter" Here and Now with the "Light of Heaven", then as God and True Man within God, then as God as the "Power within the Essence of Everything" and Again Everything, that is, Everything just waiting to happen Again, if You like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. This is the work, My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us), which is "you leaving" so God can come forward, which is you stepping down so God can Stand Up, which is you Ending so God can Again Start, which is you dying so God can Again Live, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, not all of your current silliness, like you trying to understand God, like you trying to do what only God can do, for in truth None of This will work.

Bawa. The only thing valuable on the Path of God is God, you must use God to get to God, not what God has discarded, and everything that you and My Children are trying to use to get to God is what God has discarded, including "you", that is, "you" on the "outside" of you, "you" as the shadow, "you" as the 5 ruhanies roaming the earth world within you, all of which is only seen by you on the illusory "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Please Stop all of this craziness and silliness as it is only leading you on an Express Train to hell within you, that is, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you. And that is for sure, and instead Start to live at the feet of God for your age, and make His Life your life, and make His Duty your duty, and make His Qualities your qualities, and if you do, then God will do "Everything Else" to make your life, and the life of My Children, truly successful in your lifetime. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And the Feet of God for your age and for your life, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, is Now "Our" dearest loving Son and your dearest loving brothers Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), in whom "We are well pleased". Please use this final "Gift of God" for your age and for your life, while you still can. That would be good. Good for you, and Good for "Us", and Good for all of My Children. Amen. Ok?

Closing Greeting - heart to heart, if you like

Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. Please give "Our" love and salams to all of My Children. Please tell them that
Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) loves them very, very much, and that they are always in "Our" prayers. Amen.

Bawa. And like always, please join as "One with" Us on the "outside" of you, so you can become "One with" Us within you, and truly become "One with" God within "Us", for which there is no substitute, for "Only God" is valuable on the "Path of God", not what God has discarded, and everything that Now defines you as living on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" each other, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, is what God has discarded, and will do you no good on the "Path to God".

Bawa. All of which in truth is the "Shirt of Darkness" within you that covers the "Shirt of Light" within God within you, that Now covers the "Secret Form of Truth of God" within you, which is Your True Form, not the Shirt Form of the 5 ruhanies that you are now wearing, that is, Your True Form which is the Form of the Suratul Fatihah within you, the Form of the Mother of Man's Wisdom within God within you, not the Shirt Form of the 5 elemental spirits that Now rule over you as the 9 openings of your elemental body, with "God's Permission", that is, until "You See And Steady God Within", allowing God to then "Cure Himself of you", to Cure Himself of you living as the "Shirt of Darkness", allowing God to Change Shirts within you, that is, to put on the "Shirt of Light" within God within you, and take off the "Shirt of Darkness" within you, that is, of you living as the dream, of you living as the drama, of you living as the drama of "I and you", of "mine and yours" on the illusory "outside" of you, all of which in truth is within you, as the lives of darkness and evil that have grown within you, not "outside" of you.

Bawa. All of which are all of the lives of darkness and evil, that grew within you in your ignorance and Now stay in you in your arrogance about your ignorance, no matter what, No Matter What God shows you to the contrary, that in truth "You and God are One", that Now live within you and rule over you, as your thoughts, as the veil of thoughts that is your karma, and as your fate, as an "Arrogant Misinterpretation of the Qur'an", that is, as satan and his companions who where discarded by God within you, and were sent to the very same single cell that you now live in, as the degenerate one and his followers who swore to destroy Adam and the Children of Adam (peace be upon Them) every chance they get.

Bawa. All of which must be discarded from you, by God within you, when you let Him, if you life is to become truly successful in your lifetime. Please know this Now and Start to act accordingly, Start to act as "One with" God within you, as "One with" your brothers and sisters, and as "One with" the Creation of God within God within you, and since it is true, since ":Your True Life" of "Oneness With", not your current life of "separation from", is the truth and reality of you, and the reality of God within you, and the reality of everything "Within God" within you, and the reality of what "God is doing" with what is "Within God" within you, which is revealing God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, God will then "Make it So" for your life, and for everything living within you, if they like, and for a little while for everyone and everything living Now on the "outside" of you, if you like.

Bawa. And this is the Truth of Your Life, and the True Exaltedness of your life, if you like, for the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, the Choice to let God bring your life to Exaltedness, to let God use your life to finish what God has already started within you, or not, a very, very long time ago, which is to tell and bring to Completion His Story within you, which is the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man" within God within you, so in the End, "No Child Is Left Behind", so in the End, there is nothing still "Separating God" from God within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Please do it like this, My dearest loving GrandChildren, Sons and Daughters, Brothers and Sisters, while you still can, because each of My Children is Now capable of doing this with your life, because God has Now "Made it So" for your age and for your life, which in truth Now applies to everyone Now living in your age, for Now this is your true Birthright, your true Heritage, the true Destiny of your soul, not what you are currently doing, or believing, or accepting as "Who you are", as "Where you are", and as "What is happening" in your life, all of which in truth is false, is "Just Not True", no matter how much you spent your life believing in it, and living it as your reality, still in truth it is all false and is only leading you to hell, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you. Amen. Ok?.

Bawa. For all you and My Children have to do Now is join with God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to "Claim It", that is, to pick up your Exactness and at the same time put down what you are currently carrying, because you cannot have both, one has to come forward as the other leaves, for that is "How it Works, that is, you and My Children must let the "Child of Light", which is your Next State, Come Forward from within God within you, as the "Child of Darkness", which is your current state, leaves both the illusory "outside" of you and the "very real but false" inside of you.

Bawa. So your wisdom, which is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, can extract the Understanding From the Contrast as they pass, for in truth Understanding only occurs through Contrast, the Contrast of what is within you, with what is within the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, both of which make up the "School of Contrast" that your soul has Now come to, from the World of souls within God within you, an Understanding that occurs as the "Child of Light" and the "Child of Darkness" pass, one coming to life within God within you, and one ending life within your mind or heart, like two ships passing in the night, in the Night of your Life, that is, before the True Light of your Life.

Bawa. And in this way, an Understanding that transcends the Contrast because God has no Contrast, an Understanding that in truth become the Next School of God within God within you, the "School of Light", where God will teach you about God, that is, after you pass your exams, and graduate from the Current School of God within you, that you are Now Attending, the "School of Contrast" within God within you, where you can learn about what is "separating" you from God, if you like, a School you are Now Attending, day in and day out, moment by moment, until the last day of your life, whether you know it or not, and even whether you like or want it or not, for it is what "God Ordained" Now for you and My Children.

Bawa. So please take advantage of "This Truth of You" while you still can, that is, of the Now "Gift of God" for your age and for your life, and accept and join with "Our" dearest loving Son, and your dearest loving brothers Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) to learn How To pass your exams, and graduate from this "First of God's Schools" within God within you, from the "School of Contrast" within God within you, for time is growing short for you and for all of My Children, and that is the truth.

Bawa. For even if you don't soon die to the flesh, as many of your brothers and sisters have now done, since "My" leaving the "outside" of you, "The Beast" is almost ready to come out of at least one of My Children and destroy the "outside" of you for all of My Children, and "harvest you as his crop", and claim you as "his property", if you are now wise, that is, if you have not wised up before he comes out, that is, before "The Beast" is destroyed by Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, and sent to hell within you, along with those of My Children who did not let "Us" grow "Our Crop" within them, and "Harvest and Claim" them as "Our Property", before "The Beast" comes out and "has his way" with you, with "God's Permission", and that is for sure. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. My love you - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.


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          "Understanding "Who You Already Are",               - Go To "Main Go To"
                   And "Where You Already Are",
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                   While You Still Can,
         Before This Kind of Understanding
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                   Because You Have Become
                   What God Has Discarded From Himself,
                   In Order To Become God Within You"

Time Period Written:  May, 2007
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Opening Greetings - from Heart to Heart

Bawa.  Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate.

Bawa.  Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu.  May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God help all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of My Children.  Amen.

Bawa.  My love you (anbu), My dearest loving GrandChildren, Sons and Daughters, and Brothers and Sisters, and all of My Children  - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us).  Amen.

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Spiritual Letter 128", to My dearest loving brother Muhammad Muhaiyaddeen Sulaiman (Curtis Wahlgren) and My dearest loving sister Habiba (Angela), without an "Outline", that is, as it was originally Email to Them, may God be pleased with Them.

Bawa.  Who in truth, like each of My Children, is My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be please with Him, and with Us), if you like, that is, if you look through the eyes of your Shaikh, of
Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him), which are the 99 wilayats or powers of God within you, that is, are the 99 beautiful names of God in the Asma'el Husna within you which in truth are the windows of your heart, if you like, through which everything in the 18,000 Universes within you can be seen, and understood, again, if you like, for in truth the Choice is yours, not God's. That is, the Choice whether any of "This Reality of You" happens within you, or not. Amen.. Amen.

Bawa.  And in this way, a beautiful Spiritual Letter from God within My Children, to all of My Children, which in truth is everyone living in your age, if you like, that is, if your
true intention
for the life within you, that is, for your soul life, for your 6th life, for your Light Life within you, which is Jesus (peace be upon Him) within you, is to again become "One with" God within you, before you die to the flesh and get an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, that is, to again become "One with" God within you, but this time with an understanding of "Your Oneness", so it will never leave you again. Amen.

Bawa.  And in this way, "A True Love Letter" to "Our" dearest loving Son and
Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Them, and with Us) at the Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship, if you like. Amen

Bawa.  A beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following "Short Title",

"Understanding
"Who You Already Are",
And "Where You Already Are",
And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life,
While You Still Can,
Before This Kind of Understanding
Is No Longer Available To You,
Because You Have Become
What God Has Discarded From Himself,
In Order To Become God Within You"

Bawa.  And a beautiful Spiritual Letter which "We" have given the following
"Expanded Title" (at least in concept, if not just in words), if you like,

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"Join As "One With" Us On The "Outside" of You
To Become "One With" Us Within You,
In Order To Truly Become "One With" God Within You,
In Order To
Truly Understand
"Who You Already Are",
And "Where You Already Are",
And "What Is Already Happening" In Your Life,
While You Still Can,
Before This Kind of Understanding
Is No Longer Available To You,
Because You Have Become
What God Has Discarded From Himself,
In Order To Become God Within You.
That Is,
To Truly Understand
"What Can Truly Return To God Within You",
Because It Is What Truly Came Here From God Within You,
And To Truly Understand
"What Cannot Return To God Within You",
Because It Is What Truly Grew Here,
As The Lives of Darkness and Evil Within You,
And Really Has No Interest In Returning To God Within You,
No Matter What It Might Tell You To The Contrary.
And To Truly Understand This Choice,
And What Will Help You Make The Correct Choice,
Which In Truth Is Only God Within You,
And For A Little While God On The "Outside" of You,
And What Won't Help You Make The Correct Choice,
Which Is Everything Else,
No Matter How It Is Currently Decorated
On the Illusory "Outside" of You,
And No Matter How it Currently Speaks To You
As Your Thoughts Disguised As Wisdom.
And Start To Understand Everything
From God's Perspective
As "One with" Everyone and Everything,
As God Witnessing God Tell And Bring To Completion
His Story Within Him
For the Benefit of all of the Creation of God Within Him,
And For a Little While On the "Outside" of You
For The Benefit of Your Brothers and Sisters,
As This Child Has Now Learned To Do.
And Stop All of Your Current Activity
Of Trying To Understand Everything
From Your Prospective
As "Separate From" Everyone and Everything,
As "Your Story" On the "Outside" of You,
For Your Benefit,
Not For The Benefit of Anyone Or Anything Else.
Amen. Ok?"

Bawa.  A Spiritual Letter from God within us all, to the Children of God for this age, which continues to "outline" for you what most of My Children are currently doing wrong, and how to correct their mistake using My Children, that is, using Those of
My Children
who have truly learned from "Us" how to do it right, so in the end, there will be "No Child Left Behind" within you, that is, there will be nothing still "separating God" from God within you.

Bawa.  May God all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all
of My Children.  May God help all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of
My Children
.  Amen.

Bawa. My love you - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.

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My Children.  May God help all of My ChildrenMay God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa.  My love you (anbu) - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us).

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1.  Opening Greetings - My love you

Bawa. Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the Name of God, Most Merciful, Most Compassionate.

Bawa. Al-salam 'alaykum wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu.  Wa 'alaykum al-salam wa-rahmat Allah wa-barakatuhu kulluhu. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God be pleased with all of
My Children.
  May God help all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. My love you, My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us) - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.

Bawa. You are a very good Son and a very good Daughter of your Father, Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) within you, and of God within Him), and now on the "outside" of you of His Children, that is, of the Children of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), who in truth have Now become Him on the "outside" of you, if you like. Amen.

Bawa.  Thank you for the following beautiful question that you asked of "Us" in "Our" last Spiritual Chat (see Spiritual Chat 433 and 434) the other night,

"May we speak of how the light of the Noor Muhammad is manifest in the life of one who has completely surrendered to the truth of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of himself and becomes one with Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of himself so that the two who have now become one can begin that search for the Noor Muhammad on the "inside". That Noor Muhammad which will bring the sound to the soul, enabling the soul to commune directly with God, to speak only His words and to take its nourishment directly from Him alone"

Bawa. And thank you also for the beautiful answer that you provided to this question, as follows:

"When the disciple has completely surrendered to Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of him and thus enabled the soul to join as "one with" Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of him then this will be the state of the disciple having surrendered to the Shaikh. With Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen now having become the True Shaikh (who we now know as Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen) and the True Shaikh now having become God, thus allowing God to become the True Disciple, all within God within us".

"Now the soul and the True Shaikh (the Qutb) having joined as one go in search of and become one with the Noor Muhammad becoming the Triple Flame of Ruh, Wisdom and the Noor joining as one within the Alif, Lam and Meem which are the manifestations of the Ruh, Wisdom and the Noor within the "Secret from of the Truth of Allah".

Bawa. When "We" hand what was shared to God within this child the following clarity comes into the heart of this child, if you like.

Bawa. Your answer shows that you are trying to understand this question from the perspective of yourself still as "separate from" God, that is, from the perspective of the mind and desire, from the perspective of "your presence", for it all reads and sounds like "your story", that is, like just another chapter in "your story", a story that is completing "your intention", not from the perspective of wisdom, not from the perspective of sitting in "God's Presence" and experiencing "God's Intention" and witnessing "God's Story", having fallen into the Fire of God, as this child has Now done.  That is the difference. Amen. Ok?

Bawa.  This is the problem with your effort, My dearest loving Son and Daughter
Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with You, and with Us), it is all about you, and what you have to understand, and what you have to do, both here and later. But it doesn't work that way.

Bawa.  For example last night you were told that you are not doing it right, and that nothing that you were currently doing is of any value to you, or to anybody else. But you must still think that you are doing it right because instead of asking tonight "How to do it right", for example, how to "Pass through the door", you want to know,

"How the light of the Noor Muhammad is manifest in the life of one who has completely surrendered to the truth of Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "outside" of himself and become one with Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen on the "inside" of himself so that the two who have now become one can begin that search for the Noor Muhammad on the "inside".

Bawa. And who within you would ask such a question?  Only the mind and desire.  For wisdom would just sit patiently waiting for God to speak, always making itself available to God, but with no agenda, with no questions, because from the perspective of wisdom, everything is always perfect. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. But if that is what you wish to continue doing with the "Time God has given Us", what can "We" do but go along with it, hoping that you will realize the flaw in this approach, before your time and the time of My Children runs out, that is, if you wish to continue living behind your mind and desire, instead of learning How To "Walk through the door" and truly End within you as something New truly Begins within God within you, that is, so the Child of Light comes forward from within God within you, as Now the life living within you, as the Child of Darkness within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, leaves you forever, Ending your current life within you.

Bawa. So, The answer to your question is as follows, as beautifully explained by Bawa while He was living in the world, an answer which "We" will then expand for you in the rest of this Spiritual Letter, a letter from God within "Us" all to God within "Us" all, if you like, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while for the benefit of your brothers and sisters on the "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Spiritual Discourse 07
By: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him)
On-line Link:

"If you wish to reach God you need a teacher, a true Gnana Guru, a Qutb with
          the qualities of God; you will find all the attributes of God in this teacher.  When
          you take refuge in such a Guru you will see God.  You become the Guru,
          disappearing in Him while the Guru (becomes God), disappearing in God, (while
          God becomes the True Disciple disappearing Him).  Three flames become One
          God.  God is a flame, the Guru is a flame, the Disciple is a flame.  As the two
          disappear in One, this is the Triple Flame.  Children, please understand this
          Extraordinary Process".

Original By: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him)
Expanded Part By: (in brackets) Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him)
Sources (of original)

1) The Book: "The Tree That Fell to the West: Autobiography of a Sufi", by His Holiness, M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)..
2) The Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship Calendar, for November 2006

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Al-hamdu lillah. Allahu Akbar. Amen
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Bawa. So what is your current state? You and My Children are the "outside" of the
Guru, while God is the "inside" of the Guru, and this is why there is always a Guru in
the world, or you could not exist in the world. In this way, the Guru is what keeps you
protected from the light or Power of God while you are still in your current state of
darkness, for if He would not be there, protecting you from God, that is, between you
and God, the light of God would burn you up, would destroy you.

Bawa. Think of the Guru as the insulation around an electrical wire. If you would try to
grab hold of the electrical wire without insulation, like you and My Children are Now
trying to grab hold of God, you would be hurt, and possibly even die, but as long as
you only hold the wire through the insulation, you are protected from that electrical
power, and as long as the Guru is there you are protected from the power of God. And
once you truly join in partnership with God within you, and give up all of your darkness
and move into the light of the Guru, then you can touch the light of God directly, but
Then you have become the Guru, you have become the insulation between the Guru's
Children and God, then the God of the Guru has Now become Your God, and the
Children of the Guru have Now become Your Children, and in a most subtle way, God
has Now appeared within each of His Children as the True Disciple that is within God,
allowing this "Extraordinary Process" to occur Again, but this time within you.

Bawa. In this way, if you like, the Guru becomes God within you, disappearing into
God within the Light of the Nur within the Guru, the 7th level of wisdom, as you take
refuge in the Guru and "See God", that is, as you become the Guru, disappearing in
the Guru, disappearing within the Light of the Qutbiyyat of God, the 6th level of
wisdom, seeing God within you as the Light of wisdom within you, allowing God within
the Guru, as the Light of the Nur, to become the True Disciple within God within you,
with God within the Guru disappearing in the True Disciple within God, that is, with
God "Letting the Silent One Appear as Grace" within the Guru, who is Now you.
Amen. Ok?

Bawa. In this way, Three Flames become One God, which then Again becomes the
Triple Flame of God, Again as "God, the Guru, and the True Disciple", but this time
within you, no longer within the Guru, because Now the Guru has become God within
you, within the Guru which is Now you, because Now the Guru has become One of the Three Flames that is Now you, and in this way, the Guru has lost both the "outside" of Himself, and the "inside" of Himself to you, becoming God within the Guru with you, which is Now you, and for a little while becoming God on the "outside" of you, if you like.

Bawa. For the Choice is yours, not God's Choice, and not the Guru's Choice, that is,
the Choice to "Let This Happen", both within you and for a little while on the "outside"
of you, or not, that is, to let "you" as the shadow End, to let "you" as the shirt or 7
robes End, to let "you" as what is being insulated from the light of God by the light of
the Qutbiyyat of God End, to let "you" as the 5 ruhanies joined together as a
co-operative store for profit End, to let "you" as the lives of darkness and evil, as satan
and the companions of satan within you End, to let "you" living a life of "separation and
differences" on the illusory "outside" of you End, to let "you" living as if you are
"separate from" God within you End, to let "you" living as if you are "separate from"
your brothers and sisters End, and to let "you" living as if you are "separate from" the
Creation of God within God within you End. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And Then, if you truly do this in your lifetime, that is, if you truly join in
partnership with God within you, by first joining in partnership with God on the
"outside" of you to do this, Then all that the Guru was, is Now who you are, and Then
all that God was, is Now who the Guru Is, and Then all that you were, is Now who God
is, and as such, "You are all One", that is, "God, the Guru, and the True Disciple" are
Again all One, but this time within you, One within the Other as One, One revealing the Other, while disappearing in the One being revealed, only to appear again in the Next Cycle, in the Next Cycle of God-Man/Man-God.

Bawa. All of which is on the "outside" of you, as an Example of this "Extraordinary Process" within you, which is the Story of the "Oneness of the Apple Tree and Its Fruits", starting with an apple seed buried within the earth, awakening to the truth of itself, and to the truth of God within it, and to the truth of the earth it is buried within, and the apple tree hidden within it, and the apple fruits hidden within the apple tree, and the sweet taste hidden within the apples, and again the apple seed hidden within the sweet taste of the apple, but this time a 1000 fold.

Bawa. That is, awakening to the truth that They are all One, that is, the earth, the apple seed, the apple tree, the apples, the sweet taste of the apple, and again the apple seed, are all One, One within the Other as One, One revealing the Other, while disappearing within the One being revealed, only to appear again in the Next Cycle, in the Next Cycle of the AppleTree-Apple/Apple-AppleTree. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And if you let Your Guru on the "outside" of you make this Transition within you, from Guru within you to God within the Guru within you, by you making the Transition on the "outside" of you, from My Children to Guru, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, then God within the Guru will do "Everything Necessary" to make your life truly successful in your lifetime, by making the Transition from God within the Guru within you to True Disciple within God within the Guru within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to both the True Disciple and the Guru on the "outside" of you, and that is for sure. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. With you on the "outside" of you Stepping Back on the "outside" of you, making the Guru on the "outside" of you your only "outside" of you, letting Everything Else on the "outside" of you End, as the shadow of you, as the shirt of you, as the dream of you, as the lives of darkness and evil of you, so the True Disciple can Step Forward within the Guru within you, to learn what it came here to learn, by studying within you as His School, by praying on you as His Prayer Mat, by growing God's Crop and God's Harvest on you as His Earth on His Farm, by understanding His Drama on you as His Stage, for then and only then, will your life truly become successful in your lifetime, as "One with" God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And if you do this, day in and day out, moment by moment, at the feet of Your Guru on the "outside" of you, until the last day of your life, giving up all of your doing it alone, without Your Guru on the "outside" of you, giving up all of your thinking that your thoughts are your guru, that you thoughts are your wisdom, giving all of this up completely, no matter how exalted you have made them out to be, that is, your thoughts, your intentions, and your actions, all of which is just a dream, all of which is "Just Not True", then and only then will you truly take refuge in the Guru and "See God" within Him within you, then and only then will you become the Guru, disappearing within the Guru, as the Guru becomes God, disappearing within God, as God becomes the True Disciple, disappearing within the True Disciple.

Bawa. First on the "outside" of you and then within you, for then and only them will God alone become the inside of you, for then and only them will your "outside" truly become only the Children of the Guru, who in truth is everyone living in your age, all of whom then become Your Children, all of whom Then become, for you, My Children, and within each of them within you, that is, within God within you, is Now Again the True Disciple who God within you is raising, raising that True Disciple in truth, First as the "Guru happening" within God within you, then as "God happening" within the "Guru happening" within God within you, and then as "True Man happening" within "God happening" within the "Guru happening" within God within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Such is this "Extraordinary Process" of God just waiting to occur within you, if you like, that is, if you will only give up all of your current craziness, all of your current silliness, all of the work and learning and effort of the shirt, of the shadow, of the drama, all of which is only leading you to hell, that is, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you, if you are not wise, that is, if you do not wise up before it is too late, and let God finish what God has already started within you, a very, very long time ago, even before you came to this earth world, which is for God to reveal God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, you must truly learn from Your Guru on the "outside" of you to do this within you, before you die to the flesh, and before "The Beast" comes out of at least one of My Children and destroys the "outside" of you for all of My Children, all of which is most certainly going to happen in your lifetime, then your life will truly become successful in your lifetime, for this is "God's Promise", this is "God's Guarantee" for your age and for your life.

Bawa. For then, This Is The True Exaltedness of Your Life, that is, You as the Guru on the "outside" of Your Children, with God and only God within you, teaching the True Disciple within God within you, who "He Already Is", which is God, and in this way, with You allowing God within you to finish telling and bringing to Completion His Story, which is the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man", which is God revealing God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God, within God within You, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Thank you again for the beautiful sharing last night, it was really beautiful. After saying the word "Bawa", establishing the "Presence of God" within "Us", and handing what was shared to God within "Us", the following additional clarity came into the heart of this child, if you like.

Bawa. Yes, this Understanding is heading in the right direction within you, that is, for you to First surrender to God on the "outside" of you in order to become "One with" God within you, so God within you can then reveal God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you for the benefit of your brothers and sisters.

Bawa. But the way you are thinking about it is still flawed, for it is not "you" who surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, rather it is God within you that surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, rather it is that aspect of you that is God within you but without an understanding of itself, that surrenders to God, when it comes to an Understanding of who "It Already Is", which is "Of God" within you, and "Of what is within God" within you, and "Of what God is Doing" with what is "Within God" within you, which is revealing God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child is Now doing, if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is "Who you are", that is, is who all of My Children are, but without an understanding of who "You Already are", and this and only this is what surrenders to God on the "outside" of you, that aspect of you that in truth is already God within you, but without this understanding, for in truth only God can surrender to God, not what God has discarded, not "you" living on the illusory "outside" of you, and not any of the "very real but false" current inside of you, that continually show you the illusory "outside" of you, as "who you are", as "where you are", and as "what is happening" in you life, that is, that you and My Children Now see in your ignorance and in your arrogance about your ignorance, but all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. For as "We" taught you while "We" were living in the world, and as Now recorded for you starting on page 5 in the "Introduction" to the beautiful book of wisdom, "Shaikh and Disciple", the following:

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Beginning of Quotation
From: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)
Source: The "Introduction" to the Book, "Shaikh and Disciple",

"Then I came to the city and studied the animals there. I discovered that human animals were behaving just like other creatures. Whatever qualities these other being had, man also had.

What the monkey had, man had. What the venomous snake had, man had. The human animal was not a wonder. He did not have anything different from the animals.

At this point I realized that the most difficult task in life is to find a true man among the created beings.

To find a true human being and to understand him is very difficult indeed. Only after realizing the true man and God within myself could I perform true meditation. I had to understand the cage of this body.

Outer acts are not real. I had to find the place within to perform true meditation.

At this point I was told,

          "There is a house that was built and given to you. That house is your body."

I said.

          "But this body is only eight spans. How can I live here?"

Then He told me,

          "Even an ant's body is eight spans of its own hand. The body is a school.

          "It is your house, your heaven, your hell, and my Kingdom. Your freedom is
          there, yet your slavery is also there. Both your joys and your sorrows are there".

          "Man-animal and Man-God are both there".

          "All this learning is within this eight-span house of your body. If you become an
          insan, a true man, you will understand this. You are My Secret. I am a
          Mystery."

According to His words, I started to learn about the cage of my body. Within this eight-span body, I set out to discover what should be discarded and what should be taken in.

I was told,

          "Within this eight-span house, half a span is your sorrow, half a span is your
          torpor, and one span is the fire of hell. If you can understand and discard these
          two spans, then you are left with six."

          "Once you have understood all that is within the remaining six spans of your
          body, you can become a man with six levels of wisdom, capable of analyzing
          and discovering the secrets of the eighteen thousand universes."

          "Then you will understand that one handful of earth which is your heart. If you do
          not reach this understanding, you could become a worm in hell with only one
          level of wisdom, or you could become a jinn, a fairy, a ghost, or a demon. You
          could become a ruhani, an elemental spirit."

          "However, if you understand yourself, then you can become a true human being.
          You can become My messenger, you can become My light, you can merge with
          Me and we can live together."

These were His words.

We have to discover what is hidden within this body. This is what we must learn from a wise man of purity. We must learn this from a pure father who has a pure heart. To do this, your unity and faith must be strong.

Children, you must have purity of heart to learn from the purity of the father. The secret of God, our Father who is purity, must be learned with pure love, pure faith, pure compassion, pure unity, and a pure life.

This is the only way we can learn and understand that purity, that meditation, that prayer, and that learning.

If each one of you establishes and understands this state within, then the connection between you and your Father can easily be established.

You can conduct your lives with ease and understand all you need to know. You can understand the life in which wisdom, good deeds, our Father, and the Children live together.

When love, wisdom, and unity are all together, that is the heaven of gnanam. The Children of the pure Father will live in the paradise of gnanam. That is firdaus, our Father's pure kingdom. We will be given the radiant kingdom of our Father as our prize.

You must understand this pure place. When you can establish this within yourself and demonstrate proof of its existence, then your Father's kingdom of wisdom, love, compassion, peace, and iman becomes yours.

These are some of the things I have learned through experience. My love you. Think about this. May Allah help you. Amin."

End of Quotation
From: M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us)
Source: The "Introduction" to the Book, "Shaikh and Disciple",

Bawa. So This is why you were born, to discover what is hidden within this body,
that is,

          "We have to discover what is hidden within this body. This is what we must learn
          from a wise man of purity. We must learn this from a pure father who has a pure
          heart. To do this, your unity and faith must be strong".

Bawa. So please Stop all of your current craziness, all of your current silliness on the "outside" of you, for in truth all of your "Busy Work" on the "outside" of you is just selfishness, and is just wasting your time here. So Stop working for wages to get into some illusory New Outside of you after you die to the current "outside" of you, all of which will only bring you sadness in the End, and instead, truly Start to join in partnership with God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to let God do it Again, that is to "Become God" Again, but this time within you, that is, to let God reveal God to God within God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God, within God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do, but this time within you, because in truth "You and God Are One".

Bawa. For in truth your father entering your mother as a man, coming out as a child, all of which is praised in the world as the "gift of life", is in truth the "spit of satan" Again, weakening Adam (peace be upon Him) Again, this time within you, that is,
Again moving Adam (peace be upon Him) from the State of Grace or the "Oneness of God", to the State of Wisdom or the "Presence" of God.

Bawa. And in truth you starting to truly live in the world, as a "little person", all of which is also praised in the world as the "gift of growing up", is in truth the fall of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) Again, this time as you, that is, Again moving Adam, Now as Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) from the State of Wisdom or the "Presence of God", and the "Intention of God", and the "Story of God", and the "Duty of God", and the "History of God" within you, to the "state of ignorance" or "your presence" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" God's Presence" within you, and to "your intention" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Intention of God" within you, and to "your story" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Story of
God" within you, and to "your duty" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "Duty of God" within you, and to "your history" on the "outside" of you as "separate from" the "History of God" within you, and this is Now the truth of your life. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. That is, until God intervenes in your life, which God will only do if you ask Him to, that is, to intervene in your life, all of which God will most gladly do, if you will only ask Him, for if you truly take 1 step toward God, He will take 10 steps toward you, but you must make the first step. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. So what part of you is already God within you? Well there are two parts within you that are already God within you, that is, the two parts that make up the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, that is, first the "School of Contrast" that in truth is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that make up "God, the soul, and Goodness", as the guardian of the soul, so learning can occur, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, that is, so learning can occur within you about what is "separating God" from God within you, that in truth is "separating You" from you, that in truth is "separating the Truth and Reality of You", from the falsehood and dream of you.

Bawa. And the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, which is the Nur or light of God, the light of wisdom, within the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that is, so God can then teach You, as the Child of Light about God within you, and in this way, two parts that make up both the Child of Darkness and the Child of Light, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, because first learning can only occur through Contrast, through the Contrast of What God has discarded from within Himself, and of what is Still within Himself, what is Still within God within you, and second, only God can learn about God.

Bawa. That is, understanding in the first of God's Schools within God within you, in the "School of Contrast" within God within you, can only occur through the Contrast of what you are Now experiencing as "Who you are", as "Where you are", and as "What is happening" in your life, and the Reality and Truth of "Who you are", of "Where you are", and of "What is happening" in your life, that is through the Contrast of the Guru or Shaikh and the disciple of the Guru or Shaikh, that is through the Light of the Guru or Shaikh and the darkness or shadow of the disciple, for in truth the disciple is the shadow of the Guru or Shaikh, and the Guru or Shaikh is the Light of the disciple, so if they truly join together as One, learning can occur through this Contrast, allowing the shadow of the disciple to disappear into the Light of the Guru

Bawa. And in this way, and only in this way, with the disciple becoming the Guru, disappearing in the Guru, allowing the Guru to become God within the Guru, disappear into God, allowing God within the Guru to become the True Disciple, disappearing into the True Disciple within God within the Guru, and in this way, "They are all One", God, the Guru, and you, when you truly let God become the "True Disciple" within you, not you, and you let your Guru become God within you, with you then becoming the Guru, both within you for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which can be understood if you like, if you look at a pole stuck in the ground, pointing straight up at the sky, a pole which in truth, like all of the Creation of God, has two states, darkness and light, or night and day, and in the day of its life, but not in the night of its life, the pole is clearly seen as having three characteristics that are plainly revealed in the day of its life, if you like, that is, it exists, it reflects light, and it casts a shadow. Right?

Bawa. And so too you have two states, darkness and light, or the night and day of your life, and in the day of your life, you too have these same three characteristics that are plainly revealed in the day of your life, all creations do, if you like, that is, that can be clearly seen and understood, if you like, that is, if you accept the "Day of your life", if you accept the "True Gift of God" for your age and for your life, if you accept what will truly move your life from the "night of your life" where nothing of the truth and reality of you can be seen, no matter what, into the "Day of your life", when these three characteristics of you and of all creations can be clearly seen, if you like.

Bawa. But if you don't accept the "True Gift of God" for your age and for you life,
you will never truly experience the "Day of your life", and you will always remain in the "Night of your life", both Now and in the hereafter, even if you don't know it, even if you think you are in the day of your life, for only one thing is the day of your life, and that is to "Stand" in the "Presence of God" and hear God Speak, not for the benefit of you, which is just the selfishness of your mind and desire, but for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, which is the selflessness of God, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child has Now learned to do. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And Now for your age and for your life, the "Day of Your life" is to sit at the Feet of "Our" dearest loving Son, and your dearest loving brother Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), so you can see and understand these Three Characteristics of Your life, that is, so you can see and understand "Your Life, Your Light, and your shadow", and in this way, and only in this way, let "your shadow life" End, and in this way, and only in this way, let "Your Light Life" Begin, both within you for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you, for the benefit of your brothers and sisters, as this child is Now doing. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. For like the Three Characteristics of the Pole, that is, the Pole, the Light reflected by the Pole, and the shadow that the pole casts, are seen in the "Day of the Pole", so too the Three Characteristics of you can only be seen and understood in the Light of Your Life, all of which can only occur in your life if you truly let Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) exist, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, as the "Light of Your Life", as the Moon reflecting the Light of the Sun into your heart of darkness, that is, as "Your Wisdom Reasoning Over Your Fate", as Your Wisdom allowing the "Sun to Rise In Your Life", causing "you as the shadow of Your Life" to gradually disappear into Your Life, as "You as the Light of Your Life" happen in Your Life, all of which in truth, at this Next Stage of Your life is You standing in "God's Presence", Now reflecting the Light of God to all of those still in the "darkness of their life", if they like, that is, when you truly join in partnership with the "Light of your life", both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to allowing your life to move "out of" the "darkness of your life" and into the "Light of Your Life". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Now lets look at the same thing Again, but from another perspective, that is, look at this "One Thing", this same reality and truth of you and of My Children, and of God within you, from another perspective, that is, from the perspective of God
becoming God within you
, for what God discarded from within Himself to become God within you was first satan and his followers, that is, when in his arrogance satan refused to pray to God behind God's New Creation known as Adam (peace be upon Him), that is, behind the New Creation of God which in its Original State before spit of satan and the subsequent fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) was in God's State, that is, was in the two States of God within God within you, that is, the two States that are Already God within you, which are "Oneness with" the Creation of God, and "Oneness with" God, the two States of God which in truth in the beginning literally made up Adam (peace be upon Him) and Now in the beginning literally make up His Children (peace be upon Him), which is the State of the Qutbiyyat or grace of God, as "Oneness with" the Creation of God, while standing in the "Presence of God", allowing "God to Speak", and the State of the Nur or Light of God, as "Oneness with" God.

Bawa. So within God within you are two States that are already God within you,
First the State of God known as "Oneness with" the Creation of God which is the state of the Qutbiyyat of God, of the 6th level of wisdom, as the Sirr or the Secret or Essence of Creation, as the Understanding of Creation, as the Completeness of Creation, that God created as Adam (peace be upon Him), as the grace of the Dhat, that is, as the grace or power or wilayats of God, of the "Essence of God" of the Light of God, that is, as the grace of the Dhat which is the Nur.

Bawa. And Second, the State of God known as "Oneness with" God which is the state of the Nur or Light of God, that is, the State of God known as the Light of wisdom, as the Understanding of God, as the "Body of the Soul", as the Completeness of God.

Bawa. All of which God Originally Created as Adam (peace be upon Him) and as what God placed on the forehead of Adam, all of which in truth before spit of satan and then the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) is the Qutbiyyat and the Nur of God within God within you, and is already God within you, that is, is the 6th and the 7th level of wisdom, is God's State of "Oneness with" the Creation of God, and is God's State of "Oneness with" God, respectively, as the Two States of God, but at that time, in the beginning, when God Originally Created Adam (peace be upon Him) these two States occurred within God within you without an understanding of either of these Two States of God, that is, before the spit of satan and then the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now before fertilization of the ovum of your mother with the sperm of your father, the then your "Forgetting God and falling into many a trap" as His Children (may God be pleased with Us). Amen. Ok?

Bawa.  And in this way, what you and My Children need is a better understanding of Adam (peace be upon Him), that is, of Adam (peace be upon
Him) as the "School of Contrast" within God within you, as the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you answering His Question of God, that is, of the Nur of God, the Question, "Who am I?", and within that, as the "School of Light" within God within you, as the Nur of God answering His Question of God, the Question, "Who am I?"

Bawa. What you and My Children need is a better understanding of Adam (peace be upon Him), both before and after the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) from God's Grace, and a better understanding of you and My Children, as the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), both before and after the fall of the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) from God's Grace, that is, both before and after the spit of satan that weakened Adam (peace be upon Him) and moved Adam (peace be upon Him) from the state of "Oneness with" God to the state of being in the "Presence of God", and before the sperm of your father, that is, before your father fertilized the ovum of your mother, weakening you and My Children and moving you and My Children from the state of "Oneness with" God, which was your state in the world of souls, into the state of being in the "Presence of God", both in the womb, and for the first 2 to 3 years in the world.

Bawa. And then you and My Children need a better understanding of Adam,
both before and after the fall of Adam and Eve
(peace be upon Them) from the "Presence of God", when satan seduced Eve and then Eve seduced Adam (peace be upon Them) into disobeying God's Command and eating of the forbidden tree, and in this way, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) "Forgetting God and falling into many a trap, not knowing to 'Seek themselves within themselves' although God exists within them", that is, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) turning away from "God's Presence" within God and establishing "their own presence" on the "outside" of themselves as "separate from" God Presence within them.

Bawa. That is, with Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) establishing "their own presence" in the same place that God banished satan for disobeying God, which is hell, which is all just one tiny cell of all that is God within you, one tiny cell that the mind of man has now made into the world that you and My Children Now see as existing on the "outside" of you, all of which is "Just Not True", all of which is just a dream, all of which in truth is within you, as satan and the followers of satan.

Bawa. That is, as the "very real but false" inside of you, that is, if you look at it with wisdom, through the Eyes of Your Shaikh, which is the Qutbiyyat of God, which is the 6th level of wisdom within you, which in truth is Adam (peace be upon Him) having recovered from His Fall, but this time with an understanding of His Fall, so He will never Fall again, all of which is Now the wisdom that explains within God within you, all of which is Now the Safat or Form of the Dhat, or the 99 Names or Powers or Wilayats of Allah within God you, or the "Body of the Soul" within God within you, if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, Now with the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), which is Now you and My Children, also disobeying God, after the age of 2 to 3, also turning away from "God's Presence", and "God's Intention", and "God's Story" within themselves, and establishing "their own presence", and "their own intention", and "their own story" on the illusory "outside" of them, and Now also starting to eat of the "Tree of Knowledge", of the knowledge of right and wrong, by starting to develop "your own knowledge" of the Creation of God, as "separate from" the Creation of God, that is, as "separate from" God's State of the Qutbiyyat, which is the Understanding of the Creation of God, as "One with" the Creation of God, and in this way, like Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) before them, moving even further from God within them, than they were in the womb, and for the first 2 to 3 years in the world.

Bawa. That is, with you Now moving from the state of the "Presence of God", and the "Intention of God", and the "Story of God" within God within you, that in truth is "God's Bank" and "God's Prayer" within God within you, into "your presence", and "your intention", and "your story" on the illusory "outside" of you, which in truth is all within you, as the lives of darkness and evil within you, as the lives of the 5 ruhanies within you, as the lives of demons, jinns, fairies, and ghosts within you, as the lives of satan the followers of satan within you, all still where God sent them, when God first created Adam (peace be upon Him), when satan disobeyed God, but Now all within you.

Bawa. Now "Ruling over you", as the 9 openings of your elemental body, with "God's Permission", that is, until you "See God and Steady God" within God within you, and in this way, allowing God to "Cure Himself of you", of "you" living a life of sin, a life of selfishness, a life of "separation and differences" on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And in this way, Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) within God within you, and Now the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Us) within God within you, and Now you living on the illusory "outside" of you, Ruled over by the lives of darkness and evil within you, with "God's Permission" is in truth God within you, the Nur of God, the Qutbiyyat of God, the Creation of God within God within you, and satan and his followers banished to one single cell on the "outside" of God within you, all of which in truth is God within you, and what God has discarded from Himself.

Bawa. All of which in truth is "Who you are", and "Where you are", and "What is happening" in your life, not anything that you now believe or accept or see or do or know or understand through the illusory "outside" of you, whether you know it or not, and even whether you like or want it or not, because in truth this, not what you now are experiencing and believe is your true "Birthright", this is your true "Heritage", this is the true "Destiny of your soul". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which is Now your life as the Child of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), with you taking on each step in the Journey of Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, at least in your journey away from God, for whether you follow the Example of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) and truly return to God, or not, or at least join in partnership with God within you to truly Start to return, so God can then do "Everything Else", that is, before you die to the flesh, as Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them) did before you, is still an open question for your life and for the life of My Children.

Bawa. That is, with you first coming from the world of soul into the womb of your mother, coming to that womb in the Original State of Adam (peace be upon Him), as "Your Oneness", but like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, without an understanding of "Your Oneness", so like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, you lost it, with you falling out of the State of God known as "Oneness" with God within you, that you experienced in the world of souls, but without an understanding of that state of "Oneness", into the Next State of God known as the "Presence of God", which in truth is the "First Step" that Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now you took away from God within you, that is, away from "Your Oneness", because Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now you did not understand your "Oneness".

Bawa. With you coming to the world or dunya, from the world of souls, as a "Ray of Light" Resplending from the Sun, as "Your Oneness" but without an Understanding of "Your Oneness", first as Adam, that is, first to the Nur Muhammad on the forehead of Adam (peace be upon Him), and Now on your forehead, as the Children of Adam and Eve (peace be upon Them), that is, to the Nur Muhammad on your forehead, at least in your first birth, that is, to the Nur Muhammad which in truth is the "Shadow of God", is the "Presence of God", all of which in truth is the Nur Muhammad or the "School of Light" within God within you, where God teaches you about God.

Bawa. That is, when you join in partnership with God within you to take on the "Form of Light", which is the form of Iman, or wisdom, which is the "Palace of the soul", the "House of wisdom", the House of Qutb Muhaiyaddeen Abdul-Qadir al-Jilani (may God be pleased with Him), the Ship of the Qutb, the 11 Weapons of the Qutb, the Qalb, the "Secret Form of the Truth of Allah", the 5 letter form of Al-hamd,
of Alif, Lam, Mim, Hay, and Dahl, which is the Essence of the 28 letters, and the Form of the Suratul Fatihah, of the "Mother of Man's Wisdom", and then to man, to "your presence" as "separate from" God within you, which is the "shadow of the Nur", all of which is the Qutbiyyat of God or the "School of Contrast", where you can learn about what is "separating you" from God, from "God's Presence", from the Nur Muhammad, from the "School of Light", if you like.

Bawa. And all of which in truth is "Who you are", and "Where you are", and "What is happening" in your life, that is, as God within you, as what is "Within God" within you, as what "God is doing" with what is "Within God" within you, and as what has been discarded from God within you, by God within you, which is Everything in hell within you, which has Now become everything that you Now see on the illusory "outside" of you, and Everything that is Now growing within you, in your ignorance and in your arrogance about your ignorance, within you mind or heart, within Adam (peace be upon Him), like weeds growing in "God's Flower Garden", that is, Everything that has been cast "out of God" within you, and Now lives in a place no bigger than 1cell within an atom, as the tiniest of all things, as Now the "dot under the letter ba".

Bawa.  And in this way, you and My Children need a better understanding of "The Here" & "The Hereafter" as the Qutbiyyat of God, as the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and as the Nur, as the "School of Light" within True Man within God within you

Bawa. That is, of your life Now being the result of the Mim of Muhammad (blessing and peace be upon Him) in the shape of the sperm, but just waiting to become the sukun of the mim, which is "God's Bank", which is God's School of Light, just waiting for God or the Alif to become the pillar of the sukun of the mim, as Allah Muhammad within the Nur Muhammad, as the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast", which contains Everything Necessary for God to finish telling His Story, the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man", the Story that you and My Children have come to this earth world, to join in partnership with God within the Creation of God, to tell, or at least to Start to tell, before you die to the flesh. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is the "School of Contrast", is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, is God's Bank within God within you, all of which is your 6th level of wisdom within God within you, and within that, within the Qutbiyyat of God is "God, the soul, and Goodness", which is the "School of Light" within the "School of Contrast" within God within you, and all of which, like Adam (peace be upon Him) before you, who lost that State of God when satan spit on Adam (peace be upon Him), Now you too as the Child of Adam (peace be upon Him) have lost that state of your 6th and 7th levels of wisdom, that state of "Your Oneness" and within that "God's Presence".

Bawa. With you losing that State of God, first when your father entered your mother as a man and came out as a child, that is, when your father fertilized the ovum of your mother with his sperm, that is, when your mother and father rolled around like snakes on a bed and created "Their Story", a "Story" that God than took, printed, bound, and animated with your soul, giving life to this "Flawed Story", which have Now become the 5 ruhanies within you, crucifying your soul or Jesus (peace be upon Him) with the 5 nails of "your desire" to live on the illusory "outside" of you and sin, that is, to continue living a life of selfishness, of "separation and differences", on the "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. But all of which is the State of the Nur of God within God within you, that God placed on the forehead of Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, and in this way, with you Now having moved from "Oneness with" God within you, into the State of God known as the "Presence of God" within God within you, which is the State of the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, that in truth is Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, before the fall of Adam (peace be upon Him) within God within you, which in truth is the hiding of your soul and the wisdom surrounding your soul, within God within you, for God's purpose not your purpose.

Bawa.  And in this way, you and My Children need a better understanding of "What's Next?", if you like, for this is something you and My Children must Start to be clear about, because Everything Before is all leading Up To You, You Are The Point of the Whole Thing, of the One Thing, of the God Thing, not anything else, not anything leading up to Now. So only Now can it be done Right, only Now can it Finish, such is the importance of you and your age and your life, of all life Now living in this age, and this is why Everything of God has been pleading with God, from the Beginning to be allowed to be in the world Now, at this time, for Now is the Time,
Now is when It All Finishes
, Now is when it All Makes Sense, if you like, for Still the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, the Choice to Let God Finish What God Is Doing, Again, but this time within you, so this time In The End, "No Child Is Left Behind", this time in the End, there is nothing still "Separating God" from God within you

Bawa.  That is, so God can complete telling and bringing to Completion His Story within God within you, if you like, that is, if you will only let Him, that is, if you will only let "your story" end, if you will only truly become peaceful with your ending, because Now your realize you are not a "piece of Humpty Dumpty, but all of the pieces, allowing wisdom to put you back together, and reestablish your on "Your Wall", as the Light of Heaven for Akhirah, which in truth is "Here and Now" if you like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which in truth is the Qutbiyyat of God sleeping within you,
producing the Child of darkness as His Dream
, producing what you are now experiencing as what defines you, as that part of You that God has discarded from within You, that is, from within God within you, so God can "Get On With" telling and bringing to Completion "His Story" which in truth is "Your Story" within God within you, if you like, for the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, whether on Not God Again finishes telling and bringing to Completion His Story, but this time within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. All of which is the part of you that you are now experiencing as the dream of you on the illusory "outside" of you, that you are now experiencing as you living a life of "separation and differences" on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" your brothers and sisters, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, but all of which is "Just Not True". Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And all of which is what is preventing God from Completing what God is already doing within you, all of which is what is standing between God and God within you, all of which is "separating God" from God within you, all of which is preventing God from passing judgment upon all of the Creation of God within God within you, and for a little while from passing judgment upon all of your brothers and sisters on the "outside" of you, as "your presence" blocking "God's Presence", and "your intention" blocking "God's Intention", and "your story" blocking "God's Story", both within you, and for a little while on the "outside" of you.

Bawa.  And finally, you and My Children need a better understanding of "Your Work", which in truth is one thing, and One thing alone, which is "you leaving", again, and again, and again, in more and more subtle ways, So God can "Come Forward", Again and Again and Again, in more and more subtle ways, as is appropriate for each Stage in God's Story, first as the "True Disciple" within "your presence", then as the Guru in "God's Presence", then as The Light of Wisdom in True Prayer, then as the "Hereafter" Here and Now with the "Light of Heaven", then as God and True Man within God, then as God as the "Power within the Essence of Everything" and Again Everything, that is, Everything just waiting to happen Again, if You like. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. This is the work, My dearest loving Son and Daughter Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with You, and with Us), which is "you leaving" so God can come forward, which is you stepping down so God can Stand Up, which is you Ending so God can Again Start, which is you dying so God can Again Live, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, not all of your current silliness, like you trying to understand God, like you trying to do what only God can do, for in truth None of This will work.

Bawa. The only thing valuable on the Path of God is God, you must use God to get to God, not what God has discarded, and everything that you and My Children are trying to use to get to God is what God has discarded, including "you", that is, "you" on the "outside" of you, "you" as the shadow, "you" as the 5 ruhanies roaming the earth world within you, all of which is only seen by you on the illusory "outside" of you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Please Stop all of this craziness and silliness as it is only leading you on an Express Train to hell within you, that is, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you. And that is for sure, and instead Start to live at the feet of God for your age, and make His Life your life, and make His Duty your duty, and make His Qualities your qualities, and if you do, then God will do "Everything Else" to make your life, and the life of My Children, truly successful in your lifetime. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. And the Feet of God for your age and for your life, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, is Now "Our" dearest loving Son and your dearest loving brothers Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), in whom "We are well pleased". Please use this final "Gift of God" for your age and for your life, while you still can. That would be good. Good for you, and Good for "Us", and Good for all of My Children. Amen. Ok?

Closing Greeting - heart to heart, if you like

Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children.  May God help all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. Please give "Our" love and salams to all of My Children. Please tell them that
Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen
(may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) loves them very, very much, and that they are always in "Our" prayers. Amen.

Bawa. And like always, please join as "One with" Us on the "outside" of you, so you can become "One with" Us within you, and truly become "One with" God within "Us", for which there is no substitute, for "Only God" is valuable on the "Path of God", not what God has discarded, and everything that Now defines you as living on the illusory "outside" of you, as if you are "separate from" God within you, as if you are "separate from" each other, and as if you are "separate from" the Creation of God within God within you, is what God has discarded, and will do you no good on the "Path to God".

Bawa. All of which in truth is the "Shirt of Darkness" within you that covers the "Shirt of Light" within God within you, that Now covers the "Secret Form of Truth of God" within you, which is Your True Form, not the Shirt Form of the 5 ruhanies that you are now wearing, that is, Your True Form which is the Form of the Suratul Fatihah within you, the Form of the Mother of Man's Wisdom within God within you, not the Shirt Form of the 5 elemental spirits that Now rule over you as the 9 openings of your elemental body, with "God's Permission", that is, until "You See And Steady God Within", allowing God to then "Cure Himself of you", to Cure Himself of you living as the "Shirt of Darkness", allowing God to Change Shirts within you, that is, to put on the "Shirt of Light" within God within you, and take off the "Shirt of Darkness" within you, that is, of you living as the dream, of you living as the drama, of you living as the drama of "I and you", of "mine and yours" on the illusory "outside" of you, all of which in truth is within you, as the lives of darkness and evil that have grown within you, not "outside" of you.

Bawa. All of which are all of the lives of darkness and evil, that grew within you in your ignorance and Now stay in you in your arrogance about your ignorance, no matter what, No Matter What God shows you to the contrary, that in truth "You and God are One", that Now live within you and rule over you, as your thoughts, as the veil of thoughts that is your karma, and as your fate, as an "Arrogant Misinterpretation of the Qur'an", that is, as satan and his companions who where discarded by God within you, and were sent to the very same single cell that you now live in, as the degenerate one and his followers who swore to destroy Adam and the Children of Adam (peace be upon Them) every chance they get.

Bawa. All of which must be discarded from you, by God within you, when you let Him, if you life is to become truly successful in your lifetime. Please know this Now and Start to act accordingly, Start to act as "One with" God within you, as "One with" your brothers and sisters, and as "One with" the Creation of God within God within you, and since it is true, since ":Your True Life" of "Oneness With", not your current life of "separation from", is the truth and reality of you, and the reality of God within you, and the reality of everything "Within God" within you, and the reality of what "God is doing" with what is "Within God" within you, which is revealing God to God within you, for the benefit of all of the Creation of God within you, God will then "Make it So" for your life, and for everything living within you, if they like, and for a little while for everyone and everything living Now on the "outside" of you, if you like.

Bawa. And this is the Truth of Your Life, and the True Exaltedness of your life, if you like, for the Choice is yours, not God's, that is, the Choice to let God bring your life to Exaltedness, to let God use your life to finish what God has already started within you, or not, a very, very long time ago, which is to tell and bring to Completion His Story within you, which is the Story of the "Oneness of God and True Man" within God within you, so in the End, "No Child Is Left Behind", so in the End, there is nothing still "Separating God" from God within you. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. Please do it like this, My dearest loving GrandChildren, Sons and Daughters, Brothers and Sisters, while you still can, because each of My Children is Now capable of doing this with your life, because God has Now "Made it So" for your age and for your life, which in truth Now applies to everyone Now living in your age, for Now this is your true Birthright, your true Heritage, the true Destiny of your soul, not what you are currently doing, or believing, or accepting as "Who you are", as "Where you are", and as "What is happening" in your life, all of which in truth is false, is "Just Not True", no matter how much you spent your life believing in it, and living it as your reality, still in truth it is all false and is only leading you to hell, to an eternal life within you as "separate from" God within you. Amen. Ok?.

Bawa. For all you and My Children have to do Now is join with God, both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, to "Claim It", that is, to pick up your Exactness and at the same time put down what you are currently carrying, because you cannot have both, one has to come forward as the other leaves, for that is "How it Works, that is, you and My Children must let the "Child of Light", which is your Next State, Come Forward from within God within you, as the "Child of Darkness", which is your current state, leaves both the illusory "outside" of you and the "very real but false" inside of you.

Bawa. So your wisdom, which is the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, can extract the Understanding From the Contrast as they pass, for in truth Understanding only occurs through Contrast, the Contrast of what is within you, with what is within the Qutbiyyat of God within God within you, both of which make up the "School of Contrast" that your soul has Now come to, from the World of souls within God within you, an Understanding that occurs as the "Child of Light" and the "Child of Darkness" pass, one coming to life within God within you, and one ending life within your mind or heart, like two ships passing in the night, in the Night of your Life, that is, before the True Light of your Life.

Bawa. And in this way, an Understanding that transcends the Contrast because God has no Contrast, an Understanding that in truth become the Next School of God within God within you, the "School of Light", where God will teach you about God, that is, after you pass your exams, and graduate from the Current School of God within you, that you are Now Attending, the "School of Contrast" within God within you, where you can learn about what is "separating" you from God, if you like, a School you are Now Attending, day in and day out, moment by moment, until the last day of your life, whether you know it or not, and even whether you like or want it or not, for it is what "God Ordained" Now for you and My Children.

Bawa. So please take advantage of "This Truth of You" while you still can, that is, of the Now "Gift of God" for your age and for your life, and accept and join with "Our" dearest loving Son, and your dearest loving brothers Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us) to learn How To pass your exams, and graduate from this "First of God's Schools" within God within you, from the "School of Contrast" within God within you, for time is growing short for you and for all of My Children, and that is the truth.

Bawa. For even if you don't soon die to the flesh, as many of your brothers and sisters have now done, since "My" leaving the "outside" of you, "The Beast" is almost ready to come out of at least one of My Children and destroy the "outside" of you for all of My Children, and "harvest you as his crop", and claim you as "his property", if you are now wise, that is, if you have not wised up before he comes out, that is, before "The Beast" is destroyed by Shaikh Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us), both within you and for a little while on the "outside" of you, and sent to hell within you, along with those of My Children who did not let "Us" grow "Our Crop" within them, and "Harvest and Claim" them as "Our Property", before "The Beast" comes out and "has his way" with you, with "God's Permission", and that is for sure. Amen. Ok?

Bawa. May all the peace, the beneficence, and the blessing of God be upon all of My Children. May God be pleased with all of My Children. May God help all of My Children. Amen.

Bawa. My love you - Shaikh Muhammad Rahim Bawa Muhaiyaddeen (may God be pleased with Him, and with Us). Amen.


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